( brainrot goes here.. )( mental illness )i have not written a journal, like a real one, in quite a bit. mainly because things don’t really happen to me? and also i’m just never sure what to say plus my memory is shit! but if you want to read this one, feel free!
also i typed this on my phone, so there’s that. i should get a keyboard for my ipad or something but i wouldn’t use it much. anyways here we go…
( rambling. )
notes: kai-chan/kae-chan is haechan. in-joon is renjun. that’s how edge translated it for me. if someone can read the comments on bilibili and tell me anything they find that edge could have missed, let me know.
this a round up of bilibili comments, with some added original thoughts.
as i used a machine translator, there are probably nuances in things that can be found in the original comments that have been quoted. again, if you are able to read and understand, i would incline you to go to the video and read for yourself. here is the link that was shared with me (thank you, by the way).
last thing; although the comments used in this are for a specific edit (in which some c-fans were like damn y’all are so dramatic), the thoughts and things should be applied to dongren as a whole.
alright,
( let's go. )
opening note: everyone knows (that i am obsessed with dongren). but sometimes i feel like there just isn’t enough space on twitter to write out my thoughts. i suppose tumblr could be good, but i don’t really want to deal with anons who are there for their daily y/n porn fix (no shame to them) yelling to me about heterosexual rights. but i just want to, i don’t know, write something about them?
consider this just a stream-of-consciousness post, as i talk about the gay people in kpop i am obsessed with. if you think i’m wrong about anything, you’re wrong. because i’m right. <3
( anyways... )
this post is mainly about alicent hightower and the fandom from what i've seen on twitter. also i am team rhaenyra and alicent and alicent's happiness. i apologize for the typos, i wrote this on my notes app a little while back.
( hotd ramble )
so i’ll talk about one. a quick little journal page. (also, typos are inevitable i think.)
( 🐰🧸💖 )opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): finally doing this.
in general, i find that girl group fans on twitter are more inclined to detest rps and all of its associated benefits. due to this, i tend to talk more about boy group rps in public and use my burner to go crazy over girl group rps because people tend to not enjoy it. i was talking to sam about twice rps and she said something like “i didn’t know you take twice rps so serious!”
it’s also why i notice people tend to say i talk about boy groups more. guys, it’s not because i like them more, it’s because everyone gets mad when i start talking about lesbian kpop rps. which, ironically, is funny. i’m literally a lesbian? anyway, i’m going to talk about ships now.
( main rambles. )
( ending tidbit. ) fandom: stayc
pairing: jayoon/yeeun
tags: modern setting, high school, coming of age, pre-relationship vibes, outsider pov (for a brief moment.)
rating: t
( Yeeun was friends with Jayoon first. )
opening notes: these are two drabbles are related to bitter girl, defined. i wrote these before that fic actually, maybe about a year ago, but i was unable to connect them or make them longer. bitter girl, defined is the main narrative that i managed to finish in a way i really enjoyed, but i was rereading these two works the other night and didn’t want them to go to waste. so here they are.
they aren’t perfect, but i didn’t want them to go to waste. i think they aren’t as strong as some other things i’ve done, maybe, but it was something i enjoyed crafting out.
you don’t need to read bitter girl, defined to read these. these are events in that universe that happened before that story, so it’s more of a prequel idea, never fully realized. along with that, the two drabbles are separated by titles. they aren’t connected. basically two different plots in sections. even so, please enjoy them if you can. thank you so much.
thank you for any future feedback/comments as well!
( stuck here. )
opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i just want to ramble? read if you are willing to turn your brain off for like five minutes or more. this was supposed to be long as i wrote it a while back, and edited it today, but i don’t have the energy. there will be a girl group version coming when i finish figuring out how to pack up and get rid of alot of items irl.
anyways, this is all just a quick jot down to express my mind. you don’t have to get it, to get it, you know what i mean?
( main rambles. )( ending tidbit. )opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i love shipping. who else could love shipping as much as i do? i sit here in my dark campus room, lofi playing on repeat, and scroll my phone constantly. i look at tumblr, twitter, ao3, rinse, repeat.
( opening note. )( shipping culture and ideas. )
( random ship tidbits. )
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