state of the setting mind. [bg rps ramble]

[lovebalance]

opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i just want to ramble? read if you are willing to turn your brain off for like five minutes or more. this was supposed to be long as i wrote it a while back, and edited it today, but i don’t have the energy. there will be a girl group version coming when i finish figuring out how to pack up and get rid of alot of items irl. 

anyways, this is all just a quick jot down to express my mind. you don’t have to get it, to get it, you know what i mean?

 

anyway, look here:

1. tomorrow x together. (2019 - current).

   1. ship listing. perhaps: i should clarify to me that taehyun and hueningkai are in a bubble of their own, so them getting the first mention is just because they don’t fall into a ship sphere within txt. or maybe i’m just trying to make it difficult for myself and every ship has a ranking. anyway… (i also refuse to get into beomgyu/yeonjun. sorry, but name another pair of people who are as incompatible as those two? it wouldn’t work….)

      1. taehyun/huening kai: sometimes, you are just two dudes who are the same age in the group txt. txt is a group with three (four?) gay people and one straight person. i think that taehyun’s obsession with huening kai is so funny and sweet, like who else is going to obviously think someone else is their best friend forever for-lifer besides taehyun about huening kai? they amuse me. 

      2. soobin/beomgyu: like a year ago, someone (you know who you are) joked about beomgyu having a crush on soobin in passing. that changed my life forever, not kidding. something about a pairing where one makes the other one pathetic is good, it’s pandering to me. 

don’t mention them to me (please do). i think it’s funny that soobin put a letter in front of beomgyu’s name in his phone to make sure he’s the first one listed in his contacts. i also am haunted by the beomgyu vlive where staff had to call soobin to come cheer beomgyu up. leading to soobin singing happy birthday and beomgyu trying to pretend he is not delighted. something thing about txt is crazy. 

3. soobin/yeonjun: no one can understand the appeal of a gay idol and a straight idol like me. ok, maybe they do fanservice, and so? i must admit i will fall for it each time. also, it’s also funny to think that they do fanservice so much that yeonjun goes back home after work confused and soobin could not give less a fuck about it. that’s the appeal of this, people, coworkers into friends who you could fall for.

sidenote for txt as a whole: i still haven’t grazed the ao3 tag. will i ever? probably. i’m curious about dynamics i could find in there that would change my life. i’ll report my findings one day. 

2. stray kids. (2017 - current).

   1. ship listing. perhaps: as someone who only engages in conversations about stray kids with myself, this is serious business. 

      1. hyunjin/felix: something lgbtq is happening, has happened, or is about to happen. i’ve never seen two people who are probably more willing to have a romantic relationship in my entire life. when i think about them, i try to see if it’s just me being a fan of rps, or is something seriously afoot. honestly, watching the 2kids 2022 episode for them really made me go nuts. it’s just so crazy to hear some australian homosexual dude talk about how the other homosexual dude in the room gives him a reason to live. i’m not even making that up either. who says these things? gay people, that’s who….

also, seungmin loves to see with how much he can get away with. the interview where he was determined to answer the “hyunjin loves ___” prompt with “hyunjin loves felix,” was so insane. hyunjin turning red, along with him and jisung laughing hard as hell while changbin looks very amused by exasperated was also insane. bang chan telling changbin ‘nice save’ when changbin said hyunjin loves you guys after the entire moment. minho being very lost was also…you get it right? 

also, before the seoul concerts, danceracha (hj, fx, lk) did a vlive. forgive my tunnel vision and delusions in case somehow a STAY finds this but it was so funny watching that vlive,,,,minho might has well not be in the room?

to be myself, it’s also funny how hyunjin and felix’s astrology charts match as well. what in the,,,anyways. like i said, as i have been into kpop rps forever, it’s crazy to see how they interact.

like said before, i’ve never seen two people willing to be in a romantic relationship than these two (to me, someone else probably has another rps they can apply this too. hyunjinfelix is that to me!) i wonder if, for them, it’s that thing where two gay people are best friends who also have homoerotic tension or no…who can say. i think felix talking about the painting hyunjin gave him on his birthday last year is so…also when they got the matching rings. i am haunted by those rings (and apparently those rings aren’t even the only matching things they have.)

maybe people are gay and also in a kpop group together. who can say?

2. jisung/minho: listen. stray kids has eight people. isn’t it 1 in every 4 people are gay or something? anyways what i’m trying to say is that i can’t tell if these two are just bros or fanservice galore ore not. i would not take a bet on anything. but i am not immune to kpop boy group bl pandering. so they get a spot, though i’m not super invested in them. 

3. bangchan/minho: watching their 2kids room and going ‘this is definitely fruity. sometimes flirting is a libra sun and a scorpio sun trying to keep up with each other. i probably like them more than jisung/minho, but also who knows?

3. nct dream. (2016 - current). 

   1. ship listing. perhaps: you knew it was coming i fear. i am literally a dreamzen first, person second. i feel like the people who are into dream know everything i think about with some pairs, but why wouldn’t i put them down? for, you know, reference…

      1. renjun/haechan: you knew it was coming. looking at my recent rambles, i was certain that i had ranted about these two before, but it seems not. so,,,

there’s something so crazy about two people who are in the same group with extremely compatible natal charts, who also have the perfect personalities to bounce off each other, who also are both into each other, and also are insane. i’m not sure, something about how they literally have perfect synergy is so crazy…i don’t think we’ve fully seen the full extent. 

also, friends know, but haechan is also gay for pay. but LOL, it’s funny that there are two scenarios occurring:

one, haechan is doing business gay with renjun, of all people. i will have to hard and say sm does not care about renjun that much i think, it would’ve worked better if jaemin was involved. 

two, haechan has pann rumors with shin ryujin from itzy. this is so amusing to me especially because as well as being a midzy, i wonder if anyone else would notice that ryujin and renjun have alot of random similarties/parallels. (aries suns, first names can be rj, both have videos made by fans of them getting ‘angry’ which is crazy because haechan is a freak.) also, ryujin is gay (and chaeryeong is her haechan). gay people are dating each other it’s true.

either way, congratulations to whichever RJ is the object of haechan’s affection.

but honestly, SOMEBODY in this damn group is experiencing something lgbtq. not just sure who…(chenle, you stay right there.)

2. mark/jeno: don’t speak to me. sometimes i think about mark and jeno and get very scared. this video is so terrifying nobody gets it. 

jeno likes mark guys. who knows what that means for the rest of us…something evil is happening. something sinister.

ships that are permanent and not a joke: 

1. taehyung and jungkook.

something is up. i have written a twelve (girl…) page timeline. i will only share it with people willing to indulge me. i haven’t even started the companion analysis piece for that document.

anyways, maybe if you have been in a group with some for nine/ten years, you break up with them for a year and get back together months later, you would understand what it takes to be a gay man in bts. 

ok, sorry. have fun. or don’t.

Comments

[fwcu]

okay, ignoring the awkward air of our short-lived mutualship not working out, I'll bite. is the vlive where the staff call soobin to cheer beomgyu up his birthday live or something else?

[lovebalance]

LOL

yeah it’s from beomgyu’s vlive, and i will never forget it.

link to an adorable cut from that day: https://twitter.com/danzzakz/status/1370678855015407619?s=21&t=oVOCv8cjG6nVUOm3wKIPTg

[fwcu]

hehe tyyyy