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putting some hcrj rambles from my notes app onto dreamwidth. formatting might be a mess. sorry!

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notes: kai-chan/kae-chan is haechan. in-joon is renjun. that’s how edge translated it for me. if someone can read the comments on bilibili and tell me anything they find that edge could have missed, let me know. 

this a round up of bilibili comments, with some added original thoughts.

as i used a machine translator, there are probably nuances in things that can be found in the original comments that have been quoted. again, if you are able to read and understand, i would incline you to go to the video and read for yourself. here is the link that was shared with me (thank you, by the way). 

last thing; although the comments used in this are for a specific edit (in which some c-fans were like damn y’all are so dramatic), the thoughts and things should be applied to dongren as a whole. 

alright,

let's go. )
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opening note: everyone knows (that i am obsessed with dongren). but sometimes i feel like there just isn’t enough space on twitter to write out my thoughts. i suppose tumblr could be good, but i don’t really want to deal with anons who are there for their daily y/n porn fix (no shame to them) yelling to me about heterosexual rights. but i just want to, i don’t know, write something about them? 

consider this just a stream-of-consciousness post, as i talk about the gay people in kpop i am obsessed with. if you think i’m wrong about anything, you’re wrong. because i’m right. <3

anyways... )
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opening note: i find myself enjoying and giggling about duos these days where one of them is pathetic for the other. there’s something so amusing and also pandering (if you are me) about the idea that one person in a duo will become really pathetic and loser-adjacent (i.e, twirling and kicking their hair, swinging their feet) while the other person is just laughing to themselves while either a. not picking up the signs or b. is aware, but doesn’t care too much.

so i’ll talk about one. a quick little journal page. (also, typos are inevitable i think.)


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opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): finally doing this. 

in general, i find that girl group fans on twitter are more inclined to detest rps and all of its associated benefits. due to this, i tend to talk more about boy group rps in public and use my burner to go crazy over girl group rps because people tend to not enjoy it. i was talking to sam about twice rps and she said something like “i didn’t know you take twice rps so serious!” 

it’s also why i notice people tend to say i talk about boy groups more. guys, it’s not because i like them more, it’s because everyone gets mad when i start talking about lesbian kpop rps. which, ironically, is funny. i’m literally a lesbian? anyway, i’m going to talk about ships now. 


main rambles. )

 

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opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i just want to ramble? read if you are willing to turn your brain off for like five minutes or more. this was supposed to be long as i wrote it a while back, and edited it today, but i don’t have the energy. there will be a girl group version coming when i finish figuring out how to pack up and get rid of alot of items irl. 

anyways, this is all just a quick jot down to express my mind. you don’t have to get it, to get it, you know what i mean?

 

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opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i love shipping. who else could love shipping as much as i do? i sit here in my dark campus room, lofi playing on repeat, and scroll my phone constantly. i look at tumblr, twitter, ao3, rinse, repeat. 

opening note. )


shipping culture and ideas. )

 

random ship tidbits. )

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