nct dream: in a dream - after film ramble.

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they all love each other. they all love each other and want to be with each other. they all are so tied to each other and their bond and just want each other to be happy. 7dream are just wonderful, they have been through so much as a group and you would think that it would make things weird, especially with the units.

somehow, they held on.

they reached for each other’s hands and held them, took each other’s hearts and merged them into their own. what am i supposed to do with a group like this; how can you not love people who love each other? all the affection and passion they have as idols, but also as people who adore other people. 7dream are so…special. they are enchanting and beautiful and dazzling and free.

renjun said nct dream’s meaning is freedom, and i agree. growth, youth, freedom, forever. there’s not enough words in the entire world to explain it.

i think that 7dream want to go together as a group for a long time, genuinely. idols always say they hope they last long and things like that, but i think 7dream mean it. i truly think they want to know each other and do this type of work together for a long time. humans are tricky and time is always moving, things can’t always be 100%. but after seeing this film, i know they are putting their all into trying.

jeno said “nct dream will never disband.” and i almost cried. jaemin said that 7dream will go on forever, that it was his dream to do so. and i almost cried. i think it impacted me because all i could think in that moment was “i want to follow these guys on that journey.” it’s simple and stupid but it’s all that came to me in this moment.

my seven stars. please be healthy and happy and loving and kind and human who makes mistakes and understands that making mistakes is what makes you human. stanning real people is not meant to be perfect, just like our personal relationships with each other are not always perfect. but isn’t that one of the most beautiful parts? being able to adore people as people, not as a perfect idealized version, but as someone who is also trying to figure out the world just like you.

we don’t know each other personally, and we never will. that’s okay. i am happy to just know that i was lucky enough to end up in the universe where i could see them. and i know things change, and that men will always be men (sorry, lesbian misandrist brain), but i think that, for now, i will slowly go on this journey with 7dream.

all this love can’t be for nothing.