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holiday meme 2025

Fri, 26 Dec 2025 03:13:50 GMT

✨ holiday love meme 2025 ✨
my thread here

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this is a honkai star rail post

Sun, 27 Apr 2025 19:54:46 GMT

notes: i wrote this a while ago and got embarrassed by it. then i read it again and changed my mind. sorry for all the typos and stuff, i have typing too fast disease (plus other things).

( brainrot goes here.. )

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holiday love meme 2024

Sat, 21 Dec 2024 03:36:27 GMT

✨ holiday love meme 2024 ✨
my thread here

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an update about interests these days

Wed, 10 Apr 2024 20:27:01 GMT

( hi! let’s ramble… )

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yuri introspection!

Tue, 23 Jan 2024 18:03:45 GMT

inspired by sleepyshamrocks 's own post.
( read more. )

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holiday love meme - 2023!

Mon, 04 Dec 2023 17:13:35 GMT

✨ holiday love meme 2023 ✨
my thread here!

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🐻🦊💭 - abridged timeline thoughts

Wed, 02 Aug 2023 20:39:31 GMT

written back in june, 2023:

( work in process )

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🐻🦊💭 - quick notes for reference

Wed, 02 Aug 2023 20:32:20 GMT

putting some hcrj rambles from my notes app onto dreamwidth. formatting might be a mess. sorry!

( mental illness )

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well, that’s everything. [journal entry]

Fri, 12 May 2023 16:59:29 GMT

i have not written a journal, like a real one, in quite a bit. mainly because things don’t really happen to me? and also i’m just never sure what to say plus my memory is shit! but if you want to read this one, feel free!

also i typed this on my phone, so there’s that. i should get a keyboard for my ipad or something but i wouldn’t use it much. anyways here we go…

( rambling. )

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knock on wood - letter of grief

Wed, 19 Apr 2023 19:10:37 GMT

( death talk. might not be readable if sensitive of jonghyun or moonbin. )

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hcrj - half of what you say. - journal entry

Sun, 02 Apr 2023 02:08:51 GMT

notes: kai-chan/kae-chan is haechan. in-joon is renjun. that’s how edge translated it for me. if someone can read the comments on bilibili and tell me anything they find that edge could have missed, let me know.

this a round up of bilibili comments, with some added original thoughts.

as i used a machine translator, there are probably nuances in things that can be found in the original comments that have been quoted. again, if you are able to read and understand, i would incline you to go to the video and read for yourself. here is the link that was shared with me (thank you, by the way).

last thing; although the comments used in this are for a specific edit (in which some c-fans were like damn y’all are so dramatic), the thoughts and things should be applied to dongren as a whole.

alright,

( let's go. )

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what's there to like about dongren? - journal entry

Fri, 09 Dec 2022 18:21:44 GMT

opening note: everyone knows (that i am obsessed with dongren). but sometimes i feel like there just isn’t enough space on twitter to write out my thoughts. i suppose tumblr could be good, but i don’t really want to deal with anons who are there for their daily y/n porn fix (no shame to them) yelling to me about heterosexual rights. but i just want to, i don’t know, write something about them?

consider this just a stream-of-consciousness post, as i talk about the gay people in kpop i am obsessed with. if you think i’m wrong about anything, you’re wrong. because i’m right. <3

( anyways... )

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holiday meme 2022

Wed, 07 Dec 2022 16:53:55 GMT

it’s the holidays, so you know what that means.

my meme.

leave a comment if you feel up to it. let’s hope 2023 is full of good instead of bad.

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nct dream: in a dream - after film ramble.

Thu, 01 Dec 2022 03:59:47 GMT

( spoilers for the nct dream movie. )

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media literacy is truly dead: a hotd observation 👸👸👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍👩⭐️

Mon, 31 Oct 2022 23:33:03 GMT

this post is mainly about alicent hightower and the fandom from what i've seen on twitter. also i am team rhaenyra and alicent and alicent's happiness. i apologize for the typos, i wrote this on my notes app a little while back.

( hotd ramble )

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danjakz state of play - journal entry

Sun, 12 Jun 2022 18:14:44 GMT

opening note: i find myself enjoying and giggling about duos these days where one of them is pathetic for the other. there’s something so amusing and also pandering (if you are me) about the idea that one person in a duo will become really pathetic and loser-adjacent (i.e, twirling and kicking their hair, swinging their feet) while the other person is just laughing to themselves while either a. not picking up the signs or b. is aware, but doesn’t care too much.

so i’ll talk about one. a quick little journal page. (also, typos are inevitable i think.)

( 🐰🧸💖 )

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it's orange and blue and pink. [gg rps journaling]

Sun, 05 Jun 2022 01:08:07 GMT

opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): finally doing this.

in general, i find that girl group fans on twitter are more inclined to detest rps and all of its associated benefits. due to this, i tend to talk more about boy group rps in public and use my burner to go crazy over girl group rps because people tend to not enjoy it. i was talking to sam about twice rps and she said something like “i didn’t know you take twice rps so serious!”

it’s also why i notice people tend to say i talk about boy groups more. guys, it’s not because i like them more, it’s because everyone gets mad when i start talking about lesbian kpop rps. which, ironically, is funny. i’m literally a lesbian? anyway, i’m going to talk about ships now.

( main rambles. )

( ending tidbit. )

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the things only we can guess.

Tue, 24 May 2022 20:44:25 GMT

fandom: stayc

pairing: jayoon/yeeun

tags: modern setting, high school, coming of age, pre-relationship vibes, outsider pov (for a brief moment.)
rating: t

notes: a stayc fic? yeah, i am unsure as well. went into this expecting 250 words at most, now it’s 2.4k. so, if anyone was looking for a silly fic that is mostly a contemporary thought bubble, i hope this helps your needs. if anyone finds this, i hope you enjoy it as well. sorry for any typos!

( Yeeun was friends with Jayoon first. )

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it's the small things.

Mon, 16 May 2022 17:51:55 GMT

fandom: itzy
pairing: chaeryeong/ryujin
tags: modern setting, high school, coming of age.
rating: t.

opening notes: these are two drabbles are related to bitter girl, defined. i wrote these before that fic actually, maybe about a year ago, but i was unable to connect them or make them longer. bitter girl, defined is the main narrative that i managed to finish in a way i really enjoyed, but i was rereading these two works the other night and didn’t want them to go to waste. so here they are.

they aren’t perfect, but i didn’t want them to go to waste. i think they aren’t as strong as some other things i’ve done, maybe, but it was something i enjoyed crafting out.

you don’t need to read bitter girl, defined to read these. these are events in that universe that happened before that story, so it’s more of a prequel idea, never fully realized. along with that, the two drabbles are separated by titles. they aren’t connected. basically two different plots in sections. even so, please enjoy them if you can. thank you so much.

thank you for any future feedback/comments as well!

( stuck here. )

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state of the setting mind. [bg rps ramble]

Mon, 09 May 2022 21:33:19 GMT

opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i just want to ramble? read if you are willing to turn your brain off for like five minutes or more. this was supposed to be long as i wrote it a while back, and edited it today, but i don’t have the energy. there will be a girl group version coming when i finish figuring out how to pack up and get rid of alot of items irl.

anyways, this is all just a quick jot down to express my mind. you don’t have to get it, to get it, you know what i mean?

( main rambles. )

( ending tidbit. )

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random fandom and shipping thoughts. [a journal entry.]

Tue, 26 Apr 2022 02:07:24 GMT

opening note (feel free to just click the entire entry): i love shipping. who else could love shipping as much as i do? i sit here in my dark campus room, lofi playing on repeat, and scroll my phone constantly. i look at tumblr, twitter, ao3, rinse, repeat.

( opening note. )

( shipping culture and ideas. )

( random ship tidbits. )

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my naevis, we love you - aespa lore [april 2022 edition]

Wed, 20 Apr 2022 19:26:29 GMT

notes: i made this with the help of my love, user sync24, and wanted to share it. this was supposed to be a presentation i give to people in peson, but i'm a person who doesn't have anyone in real life to talk too. so i will be sharing it now. anyways, enjoy.

( welcome to kwangya. )

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wild and evil things.

Thu, 14 Apr 2022 21:22:29 GMT

fandom: twice
pairing: sana/momo
tags: alternate universe, second chances, unreliable narrator, murder mystery (but not really), non-linear narrative vibes.
rating: m (for depictions of violence, although vague.)

notes: this story has a murder in it. but it's not about that murder. it's about love.

( There was a dead body on the third floor. )

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(bitter) girl, defined.

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 05:21:04 GMT

fandom: itzy
pairing: chaeryeong/ryujin, other implied one-sided relationships
tags: modern setting, high school, coming of age, unreliable narrator.
rating: t.

other notes: written based on pure madness and the need for love. local lesbian just wants to express love, or something. there are probably typos as i wrote this all after a bit of a slump in my personal life, but hopefully, this is enjoyable. thank you for reading and any future feedback/comments as well!

( There was one day that she gave away everything within her and never got to take it back. )

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simply a force of nature.

Thu, 13 Jan 2022 00:27:00 GMT

fandom: aespa
pairing: minjeong/yizhou
tags: modern-setting, coming of age, high school.
rating: t.

other notes: more fic in january? i truly can't wait to not write again for two years because of this.
anyways, this is basically just a prequel - companion piece to i'm alright, if you're alright. you don't need to read it, but there are sprinkles of references in this. sorry for any typos again, i don't ever catch them until it's too late. thanks for reading and/or comments.

( On Wednesdays, )

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